| livejournal |
|
|
| 12:16am 22/04/2007 |
| |
i forgot this existed for a little while.
since my last post, i've gone insane, started medicating my insanity, and i am feeling much better. i've cut certain things out of me that have been harmful. including my brown note. good ol' macgillivray. gone.
some negative things have come along, that are pretty devistating. but i don't think i can worry about them right now.
i'm taking a break from school. a much needed break. i was 3 months away from graduation, but i don't think i would have been ready. so i'm going back in july, repeating a semester, and finishing with my last semester. i'll be done in december.
i shaved off my mohawk, as part of my 'fresh start' thing. my hair hasn't been it's natural color since i was about 12. i wasn't really sure what it was. now it's growing in again. i can't wait to rock the edie sedgwick 1966 haircut.
i moved into a new apartment. i'm living above the one world. anyone that wants anything to do with me, throw some rocks at my window. or call me. whatever. |
|
| |
|
3 OD!s - sniff |
| |
| |
|
|
| 09:37pm 04/11/2006 |
| |
1. How many tattoos do you have? right now i have 5. but i've gotten 7
2. When did you get your first tattoo? i think i was 15 or 16
3. What was your first tattoo? the word 'creep' right above my ass
4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart? see above
5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? i'm sure someone else in the world has all the tattoos i have
6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up? yeah! well, they just need to be touched up badly
7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? yeah. i know lots of creeps.
8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? both times with the tattoo on my foot. incredibly painful
12. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? well, i got 3 tattoos done in 6 hours.
13. What is the biggest tattoo that you have and how long did it take? probably the solid black rectangle on my foot. 2 and a half hours of excrutiating pain
14. Have you ever gotten a tattoo of something just because it looked cool? yeah. it's now covered by a black rectangle.
15. Do you have any unfinished projects on you right now? do i ever.
16. Has anyone (i.e. parents or girlfriend/boyfriend) gotten pissed over a tattoo you got? my family is unimpressed. only my brother knows of all of them. my dad thinks tattoos make you a criminal, and my mom thinks they're trashy. trailer trashy
17. Do you have any tattoos in places that most people don't get to see unless they see you naked? the only one you can see all the time is the one on my wrist. other than that, it depends on the clothing/shoes i'm wearing
18. Do you have any people tattooed on you? yeah. the incredible melting man. and no, he does not have a boner
19. Are you worried about what your tattoos will look like when your old? i don't really care. i'll probably only make it until i'm 40
20. Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos? i've gotten two covered. so yes.
21. Would you consider ever getting any of your tattoos removed? no
22. What are you going to get for your next tattoo? a lichtenstein. it's a painting of a guy punching another guy in the face. it says ' POW!' and the guy has a speech bubble that says 'sweet dreams baby!' i think i'm getting it on my forearm. of course, i should probably fix the fucked up ones first, but whatever
23. Do you think members of the opposite sex with a lot of tattoos are hot? as much as members of the opposite sex without tattoos
24. Are you unfortunate enough to have an armband tattoo? i don't have one. is it lame? |
|
| |
|
sniff |
| |
| there was a time everything was alphabetized |
|
|
| 03:13am 22/08/2006 |
| |
mood:  bitchy music: extreme makeover theme
|
[A is for age] a fresh 19
[B is for booze of choice] gin
[C is for career:] i'm the posterchild of mediocrity. oh, and a recording arts student
[D is for your drug of choice] nicotine and heroin. mmmm heroin
[E is for one essential item you use everyday] lighter/matches, timmy
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] friday nighte, saturday morning- nouvelle vague
[G is for favorite game:] monopoly
[H is for Hometown:] chester! so pretty!
[I is for instruments you play:] samples! piano, other stuff
[J is for favorite juice?:] pomegranite/cherry
[K is for kids?:] ha! i'm a still a kid
[L is for last hug:] jenny. before the sad girl blizzards
[M is for marriage] if anything, i'll probably end up shacking up
[N is for nickname:] amy v, vulva culture, narc
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] 3
[P is for phobia's:] birds, mayonnaise, downward escalators
[Q is for quote:] "the night laura's daddy died! sha na na na na na na na..." -barry, high fidelity
[R is for biggest regret] wasting to much of my fucking time.
[S is for singing:] i love singing. i'm not terrible
[T is for time you woke up:] 7:30pm
[U is for underwear:] over rated
[V is for vegetable you love:] brocoli
[W is for worst habit] my idiocy
[X is for x-rays you've got:] my ankle, my skull, my knees blah blah
[Y is for yummy food you make] chicken parmesan, home made alfredo sauce. chocolate layer cake
[Z is for zodiac sign:] leo |
|
| |
|
sniff |
| |
| in honour of my birthday |
|
|
| 09:23pm 14/08/2006 |
| |
|
music: aqua teen hunger force-ish
|
Deep within the womb of time, a creature thus be born. The seed of life is united with, the egg of tyranny. Gestates forth from within the womb of life, for three-quarter and nigh a year. The creature thus be born! The creature thus be formed! And ye of years... [Your current age + bells] Will chime! When the heavens open up, and drink from the silver cup. The creature thus be born! And blow the magic horn! To alert the spirit deep within the cycle of life. The creature has begun it's journey deep forlorn, upon this day which he be formed. In the sea of mucus the spirit rides down from the mountain, and unites with the creature in the womb. A holy union, dark mortality, until the dark mortality breaks the chain of life. The creature thus be born. And every year raineth down the celebratory tears, A celebration of the years, from mere mortal sky. |
|
| |
|
sniff |
| |
| online madlibs. |
|
|
| 02:34pm 28/07/2006 |
| |
|
mood: childish music: none
|
oh, i'm so mature am i? I AM!?!?! my answers are bold. this is how mature i ACTUALLY am
Father Goose Rhymes
Old Mother Hubbard went to the retard To get her fake n' bake penis a bone. When she got there, the vagina was messy And so her infested dog had none.
Jack and Jill went up the ass to fetch a/an jar of water. Jack fell down and broke his hand, And Jill came tumbling after.
There was a little girl and she had a little curl Right in the middle of her asshole. And when she was fucking, she was very, very ugly, And when she was bad, she was dead.
There was a lumpy woman who boned in a shoe. She had so many fuckers She didn't know what to do. |
|
| |
|
4 OD!s - sniff |
| |
| gone! |
|
|
| 04:11pm 01/07/2006 |
| |
85% down to about 0.3% |
|
| |
|
sniff |
| |
| man |
|
|
| 06:54am 09/06/2006 |
| |
|
music: how to disappear completely
|
100% is now around 82%
godammit |
|
| |
|
sniff |
| |
| brown note |
|
|
| 06:36pm 23/05/2006 |
| |
it's only you, who can tear me apart and it's only you who can turn my wooden heart |
|
| |
|
2 OD!s - sniff |
| |
| sooo many names!!! |
|
|
| 12:39am 20/05/2006 |
| |
mood:  cold music: sheena easton-9-5
|
mood: sleepy 1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and current street name) Edie Dresden
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, your favorite candy) Claudette Cola Candy
3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your last name) A-Vin
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal, favorite color) Kitty Grey
5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born) Elizabeth Westchester
6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name) Vin Den Edi
7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards) Htebazile Nedyah
8. PORN STAR NAME: (middle name, street you grew up on) Elizabeth Tancook
9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile you drive) The Black Bus-Stop |
|
| |
|
sniff |
| |
| fuck man |
|
|
| 01:33am 16/05/2006 |
| |
mood:  discontent music: unicorns-i don't wanna die
|
death is crippling. |
|
| |
|
1 OD! - sniff |
| |
| stepford |
|
|
| 01:59am 11/05/2006 |
| |
mood:  relaxed music: ghost mountain
|
IIII just had a bubble bath. complete with candles, cigarette in a super classy cigarette holder(go marlene dietrich)scented oil, and a book of poetry. there was music too. the unicorns. kind of broke the classy vibe. that and the mold on my bathroom ceiling. i'll DEFINETLY be doing this again |
|
| |
|
1 OD! - sniff |
| |
| haha |
|
|
| 12:54am 23/04/2006 |
| |
mood:  stressed music: sex pistols
|
| AMYV |
| A |
is for |
Animated |
| M |
is for |
Musical |
| Y |
is for |
Young |
| V |
is for |
Virginal |
|
|
| |
|
2 OD!s - sniff |
| |
| here ya go verdehand |
|
|
| 09:07pm 20/04/2006 |
| |
to make sure you don't miss your precious savage love again, and to answer your question, i'm doing much better. an IV later and i'm all good |
|
| |
|
2 OD!s - sniff |
| |
|
|
|